Newsweek’s article on the last page of the magazine is called, “What’s Your Favorite Mistake?”  Well, we don’t usually promote our mistakes, much less have a favorite! When wealthy entrepreneur Sir Richard Branson started the Virgin Atlantic airlines he wanted a way to advertise without spending too much money (We entrepreneurs can relate!). So he built the Virgin Atlantic Challenger to break the record for the fastest speed boat to ever cross the Atlantic Ocean.

Two hundred miles from England, the boat broke in two. Branson says, “As the helicopters and press were flying over, the only thing that was sticking out of the water was the big Virgin (airlines) sign on the boat.” Branson’s failed trip became a much bigger story than if he had been successful. The next year he built another boat and did break the speed record. Branson says, “Trying things – even if you fall flat on your face – is more important than  not trying at all. And if you do fail at something, you should pick yourself up and keep trying until you succeed.”

My own mistake happened years ago.  I was right in the middle of giving a speech to a large number of women and had to stop and excuse myself to go to the restroom. I actually got down from the stage (in my flowing superwoman costume), wound my way through the crowd to the women’s room in the back of the theater. Thank goodness I turned my mic off ( Wait a minute, did I turn my mic off?  Omg, I hope I turned my mic off!).

In that moment, I thought that an all women audience would think this was hysterically funny. I sure did! I joked about how having three kids changes things biologically in more ways than one. Well, they didn’t laugh, not one giggle. Unlike Branson, the mistake didn’t make me more successful that day. I still cringe when I think about it. And up until now, I’ve rarely admitted this mistake to anyone, especially any of my speaking colleagues. To this day, I don’t know how the client who had hired me felt about my untimely break, but I certainly didn’t get asked back next year!

Well, like Branson says, I did try again and since then I’ve learned to hold it all in when I’m on stage. Wow, it feels so good to get this off my chest. I didn’t realize until now, that what I’ve really been holding onto all these years is shame. And you know what? Holding onto this shame no longer serves me! So, big deal, I had to go! Sex and the City, author Candace Bushnell, says, “You have to let go of who you were to become who you will be.” Well, I let go alright! And I’m letting go of this shame from now on too. This is definitely my favorite mistake – for now. I hope to have more, because if we’re not making mistakes, then we’re not really living.

So, what’s your favorite mistake?

In response to James Cameron’s re-release of the movie Titanic, I thought you might enjoy the re-release of my newspaper column: “If you Jump, I Jump – Right?!”

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Experts say, the sound you hear when someone is snoring is caused by the vibration of relaxed, floppy tissues that line the upper airway. The experts haven’t heard my husband. When he snores, the sound you hear is a space shuttle launching next to your pillow.

Although snoring is a relatively harmless activity, sometimes in can indicate a serious medical problem and become extremely dangerous for the snorer say, for instance, when the non-snoring partner pinches the snorers nose shut and refuses to let go.  Unfortunately, in severe cases like my husband’s, this has no impact whatsoever and will simply continue snoring through his mouth, which sounds kind of like a buzz saw cutting through your headboard.

Every morning, my husband notices all the pictures on the wall above his head hanging at crooked angles.  “What’s with the pictures?” he asks.

“That’s from your snoring.” I say, shaking my sleepy head.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” he snorts back.  “I don’t snore.”

I’m gravely concerned for my husband’s health because he refuses to believe he snores and that makes me want to hurt him.

Despite his denial, I’ve made him try all the remedies.  The nose strips worked for a while, until one night a huge snort popped the strip right off.  It whipped across the room and knocked over a lamp.  The chin strip did the same thing, or so we think.  Because the next morning we found our dog wearing it.

Thankfully, over the years, I’ve learned that if my husband turns on his left side, the snoring is diminished, if not completely absent for a full five minutes.  So as not to disturb his restful slumber, I gently nudge him over on his left side.  But no matter how careful I am, he always wakes up and says, “What am I doing on the floor?”

“Gee, I don’t know honey, you must’ve fallen out of bed,” I say quickly snuggling under the covers.

Unfortunately he climbs into bed and lays right on his back, the sleeping
position for maximum snoring, before I can even close my eyes.  This is his favorite position.  So one night I gave my husband a new t-shirt to wear to bed.

“Look, what I made at the craft store today.” I showed him the front of the shirt, it read, “Best Husband in the World.”

“That’s nice, honey,” he said yawning.

Hiding the back of the shirt from him, I said, “Here let me help you put it on.”

“The back feels weird,” he said.

“Oh, the material’s probably a bit stiff because it’s new,” I assured him.

My husband got into bed and attempted to lie on is back.  “What’s happening?” he asked while toppling over.  “I feel like I’m falling off my new t-shirt.”  He swung his arm around and found the tennis balls I had sewn onto the back of the shirt.

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As a parent, the significant moment when your sweet, helpless baby grows into a self-reliant, mature responsible young person and first reveals his career aspiration is one you’ll never forget.

“I want to be a rapper,” my high school freshman announced while hiking up his pants.  My son spends 23 hours a day, hiking, pulling – and when he runs, holding up his pants, because of one fact that somehow seems to escape his comprehension – they are too big for him!

Now all the parenting experts tell you this is not the time to criticize your child’s career choice.  Instead, be supportive and encouraging. (Yeah, well that’s because their kids wanted to be lawyers and doctors, not wrappers!)

“So you want to be a wrapper.” I repeated back.  “Exactly what are you going to wrap?”  I asked in exasperation.  “Wrapping presents at the mall isn’t going to build you that house you always talk about with the professional-sized basketball court and 60 seat movie theatre, you know.”

“Not a wrapper, mom,” my astute teen explained. “A rapper, like Tupac and Eminem and Snoop, and Easy E.”

“I seesy E.” I said.

“I want to get down and rap about my life and my homies.”

“But most of those rappers get their inspiration from their rough and tough childhoods, right?” I reminded him.

“Right.”

“They’ve lived in dangerous neighborhoods and rap about the hardships in their world.  You’ve had a cushiony childhood compared to these guys.  What are you gonna rap about, Strife in the Suburbs?” I chuckled.

Then without warning, the chuckle became a laugh, and the laugh became a guffaw, and suddenly after all those painstaking hours of listening to annoying, rhyming, rapping sounds blasting on the car radio and booming behind the bedroom door, I lost my grip.

“What would you call yourself?” I goaded him.  “Hey, I got it.  The PBJ rapper. Get it? Peanut, butter and Jelly rapper.  Ooh that’s good. Then, I started slapping my hand against my thigh and making those weird noises with my mouth, my hands were flying all over like they do in the MTV videos.  I grabbed my vegetable brush for a microphone and before I could stop myself, I was rapping.

“This is PBJ and I’m here to tell you, there’s strife in the suburbs, it can get to you too.
Can you picture my fate?  Eatin vegetables I hate, never stayin up late.
Takin out garbage, cleanin the garage, walkin the dog,
I got so many chores my head’s in a fog.
TV in my room’s got poor reception, been beggin the pees for a cable connection
There’s no question, I be stressin.
I be moanin, groanin, Snow blowin, lawn mowin, that’s where all my precious time’s goin.
These burbs are full of strife, it’s messin with my life!
School might be cool, if there weren’t so many tests, and teachers weren’t pests, and we could rest, on our desk. Homework’s got to go, I already know what I need to know, so, keep it slow.
I got 20 inch rims on my bike, waitin for driver’s ed is some waitin I don’t like.
Me and my homies chillin at the mall, I feel like die-n when my mom starts to call, “Marcus it’s time to go!”
I’m mortified, gotta hide, she’s ruinin my reputation and causin me constipation.
I shout, spout, pout.  When I’m 18, I’m movin out., I be makin my own route, to the city, where I’ll be sittin pretty, far away from the strife in this suburban life.”
I wrapped up my rap and looked around for my son. “Marcus? Wasn’t that great? This gig isn’t so bad after all. Hey, maybe we could rap together, you know, PBJ and M-O-M. We could go on tour with the M & M’s! Marcus?”

“My son is probably cryin, but his tears he’ll soon be dryin, looking for a new career no doubt, see how it all works out!”

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After a couple decades of marriage and three kids, it’s not every day you look at your husband with the same love and passion of that first yea r- okay, week – of marital bliss. But once in a while something happens to rekindle that spark and you find yourself falling in love all over again.

A hamster in a sump pump fanned the flame for me.  Now before you call PETA let me explain. It was an accident. No one intentionally meant to hurt Cheddar. But the way I see it, if you’ve got a hamster its days are numbered anyway.

Hamsters have an extremely short lifespan in captivity, even shorter in my house. It seems every hamster believes he or she is Clint Eastwood and its mission – to escape from Alcatraz, or in this case, a $50 Habitrail jail.  They long to break out and get as far away from their jailers -a bunch of kids who keep sticking carrots up their noses- as quickly as possible.

We knew something was up when Cheddar started clinking her dish on the wire cage to the beat of Jailhouse Rock and David Copperfield’s TV special kept mysteriously playing in the VCR.  So, we moved Cheddar to the basement. Then one day she carved a bar of soap into a look-a-like and clawed her way out of the cage into the wilds of a concrete world.  When our daughter discovered the imposter, she screamed, “Cheddar’s Loose!”

Naturally, we just sat there, because Cheddar was always loose. Our dog, Champ, always sniffed her out.  Of course, then he wanted to eat her, but we’d scream, “Drop it Champ! Drop it!” And Champ would reluctantly unclench his teeth and the terrified hamster would fall to the ground, scamper off and the game would begin all over again.
Except this time, Champ did not sniff out Cheddar, even in the darkest depths and recesses of the basement.  Our daughter came upstairs dejected.

“Where did she go?” my daughter cried.

My husband had an idea.  Something about a small opening on the lid of the sump pump.

It’s one of those times when you’re really glad you’re a woman and you’re really glad you have a man.  A real man, like John Wayne, who will walk down into the basement, without a moments hesitation, swagger over to the sump pump, take a peek inside and say, “Well, it looks like it’s all over for you little fella.”

My brave man returned, gently carrying a light bulb box.  Our eyes locked for a brief moment, before our daughter put two and two together and began to wail.

As I cradled my daughter, I looked at my husband as if I hadn’t seen him in a while.  I’m pretty sure the muscles in his arms rippled and his shirt suddenly opened to his waist.  His chest hair taunted me. All one of them. He looked as if he’d just popped off the cover of one of those romance novels, only he was mine, all mine.

If my daughter hadn’t been slobbering all over me and crying, “Cheddar! Cheddar!” I would’ve begged him to kiss me right then and there.  I wanted him to sweep me into his arms and hold me close  -after he disposed of the hamster, of course.

But it wasn’t to be.  He put the box in the garage and came back inside to comfort our daughter.

I looked at his large, strong arms as he embraced her.  I tried to shove, I mean, nudge, my daughter out of the way and kind of move into his arms, but he just looked at me as if I’d lost my mind.
We buried Cheddar in the backyard.  A grouping of white stones marks the spot where he lays.  Our daughter stares at the spot, yearning for Cheddar.  I stare at the white stones too, and then I go look for my husband.

I’m starting a romance novel.  My working title is, “The Hunk and the Hamster.”

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It seems a recent survey has made an alarming discovery.

The results were right there in black and white in my morning newspaper.  “Poll finds strong ‘nag factor’ in children.”
After polling hundreds of Americans, the survey found (hold onto your coffee mugs,) kids nag their parents to get what they want.

Oh My Gosh! Stop the presses! Alert the media! Contact the President!

According to Officials at the Center for a New American Dream, even when parents say no, six out of ten children will keep nagging an average of ten times.

Ten times? Hey, for once my kids are above average!

Now, I’ll admit I’m not a professional pollster by trade, but isn’t the whole point in conducting a survey to learn something that we DON’T ALREADY know?!  Maybe they plan to present their findings to life forms on Mars.  Otherwise, we’re all well aware of the “nag factor.  Next thing you know they’ll present a poll on the “whine factor”.  Or the “kids watch too much TV” factor.  Better yet, how about the “everybody hates polls factor.”

To find out just how aware my children are of their nagging power, I conducted my own survey:

Me: Lauren, would you say you nag to get your way?

My daughter: (pause, looks deeply into my eyes to see if a “yes” could lead to a punishment.)

Me:  It’s okay.  You’re not going to get in trouble.  I just want to know.

My daughter: Sometimes

Me: Do you think it works?

My daughter: (pause) Sometimes

Me: Give me an Example

My daughter: (pause) Cheddar.

Me: What are you saying, that you nagged until I bought you cheese?

My daughter: No, mom, my hamster, Cheddar, remember?

MOM: That thing in the basement is a hamster?  Excuse me a minute, Lauren. Pulling my husband aside, I whispered. “You better pick up those traps in the basement.” Turning back to Lauren, I continued, “How many times did you have to nag to get Cheddar?”

LAUREN: 30

After polling my other kids along with nieces and nephews, I discovered that children are deeply aware of their nagging expertise, but extremely reluctant to share information. When questioned about it, they glance furtively around the room, fidget in their seats, and send secret messages via raised eyebrows, leg twitches and picked noses to their nagging cohorts. Which brings me to a much more significant poll, “Why do parents give in to nagging?”

I’ll tell you why!  My sister will tell you why. My friend with a hamster, gerbil and fat ferret will tell you why.

They wear us down, they beat us to the ground.  They say it over and over and over and over again, each time in a tone closer to that of a sick moose.  They wait until we’re on the phone with the IRS or in a minor traffic accident with the Pope.  They use guilt, silence, illness and big sad puppy eyes, the same exact tactics used on POWS.

To be able to say, “No,” parents must be in the same tip-top military shape it requires to fly F-16 fighter jets.  Strong, alert, tough, washboard stomach. Just like Tom Cruise in “Days of Thunder.” Yes, if my husband looked like Tom Cruise, we could stand tall, arm in arm and fight off that nagging together.  Okay, we still wouldn’t win, but my husband would look like Tom Cruise, which would definitely soften the blow.

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Would it be forward of me to say that the single most frequently used word in the history of the internet must be “forward”?  Before I was hip to all the ways a forwarded, forward could be forwarded and forwarded and forwarded again and again and again, I’d see a friend’s name in the “From” line of an e-mail and eagerly click on “open” in anticipation of a quick note or a friendly howdy do.  But instead, I was greeted by a forward, forwarded 22 times.  A forward that my dear, close friend had sent to me and 200 other dear, close friends at the exact same time.  No matter how heartfelt when she hit the forward button, somehow it diminished the message.

I know in our busy lives, it’s an easier form of communication.  A ½ second sent forward is certainly more economical both time and money-wise, than a ½ hour phone call, or even a two-minute personally written e-mail.  Above all it keeps people from really replying when you ask, “How are you?”

It seems we’re becoming more and more comfortable with a false sense of connection.  It’s as if we’re saying, “I won’t make the time to talk to you, but I hope this forward makes you feel as if I did.”

Never before has correspondence between two people been almost entirely written by a third party.  And even more upsetting to a writer, most times the third party is never given a by-line!

Besides the impersonal connection, there’s more that concerns me.  With so many witty, pre-written jokes, life lessons, rules of the road, words of wisdom and profound inspirational stories at our fingertips, will we have the means or motivation come up with an original thought ever again?

From a writer’s perspective, oftentimes I feel everything that can be said or written about, has already been written – and forwarded to me!  And yet, it is the writer in me compelled to read every one of them.

Had I pushed the delete key, I would’ve missed some of these memorable mottoes, such as:
“It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.” Or “Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.”
Or other clever witticisms like:
“I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.  All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.”
Or “Instead of getting married again, I’m going to find a woman I don’t like and just give her a house.”  – Steven Seagal (This is the only quote with an attribution.)
And I can’t help but say, I enjoyed the comparison between men and fine wine.  “They both start out as grapes.  It’s our job to stomp them, and then keep them in the dark until they mature.  And hopefully they’ll turn out to be something we’d like to have dinner with.”
But along with great humor writing comes depressing forwards too, about little boys without any shoes or girls in tattered pink dresses, or even more startling, an insight about aging which says,
“Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down, which gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache.”
And then there are the threats: “If you fail to forward this forward to six people in six days at six o’clock, you will gain sixty pounds!”
I’d like to start a campaign so that we can all get back to real writing and communication, creating intimate connections with the human beings who enrich our lives and leave those cold, cold impersonally for. . . wait a minute, I just received an hysterical forward about women, oh, you’ve got to read this one.  I’m falling off my chair!  Hold on, I’ll forward it to you.

Article originally published in Chicagoland Daily Herald and other newspapers in the column titled, Slightly Off.

My daughter is taking karate and you should be very afraid. She’s a yellow belt. Before that she was a white belt. Each belt has all these colorful stripes. I have no idea what any of these belts or stripes mean, but I must say they complement any outfit. I do know that her goal is to get a black belt, and since black goes with everything, I think she’s made a wise choice.

It all began when my daughter, Lauren, brought me this newspaper ad that read, “Ever since I joined karate, my room is always clean.”

Now you might think it ludicrous that my husband and I would pay $70 a month for my daughter to keep her room clean, but then, you haven’t seen her room. Actually I thought the $70 included a person that would come over and clean her room, but unfortunately that hasn’t happened.

But other things are happening.  She’s changing and I can’t quite put my finger on it. At home she strikes all these poses and punches the air with purpose. She looks tough, really tough, and yet graceful.

Before we leave for Karate, something awfully strange takes place. If she sees that her uniform is wrinkled, I am not kidding, she irons it! Yes, My teen-ager can actually see the wrinkles! And then, this 13-year-old, who can never even locate her own socks, amazingly tracks down the iron and ironing board and then even more astounding, uses them.

When she walks into the karate studio, she bows. When she meets her instructor, she bows.  She shows respect to her fellow students. They must follow a code of conduct an arm long. They have a student creed which kids are to memorize that reads:

I will behave in a way that will make my karate school and my family happy.
I will be true to my karate school and what it teaches.
I will be honest and help my parents my teachers and my friends.
I will not hit. I will only use karate in protecting myself or my family.

(I immediately went home and wrote up a family creed.  Now I just need the karate instructors to come over and make my kids follow it.)

When my daughter, Lauren, earns another stripe, she walks out of the karate studio with her head held high.  According to the instructor, the stripes are earned when the students learn another one of the self-defense moves, each a blend of the Kyukyu Kempo and Modern Arnis styles.

I know nothing about Martial Arts, but I do know that they’ve shown Lauren how to defend herself if she’s grabbed from behind. They’ve shown her the places on a body that will bring a person to the ground.  She can kick as high as any cheerleader.  She can do something to a shoulder that could make grown people cry. And they’ve shown her how to make these grunting noises that scare our dog to death.

Of course the question in the back of my mind is, will all these moves work if my beautiful, young daughter is attacked? If you’ve ever seen the Pink Panther movies, Inspector Clusou has a house boy that is instructed to attack him by surprise anytime, anywhere.  I’d like to try that, but I’m afraid. Her older brother is afraid too. We’ve seen her practice, and well, we make a point not to surprise her these days.

I’m hoping the repetition of doing these moves for months on end will unconsciously kick in when they have to, even if she is terrified. I’m hoping that the punches that now meet only air, will connect with force.

I’m hoping she’ll kick where it counts and bring the attacker to the ground withering in agony.

If karate can do all that, frankly, I don’t care what her room looks like.

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Article originally published in Chicagoland Daily Herald and other newspapers in the column titled, Slightly Off.

It was supposed to be a routine trip to the library. I would help my five-year-old pick out a few books, then head back home and move on to more important things, like the laundry, the bills and the home office, all overflowing after a long weekend. But my daughter’s simple question changed all that.

“Mom, can I get my own library card? I’m five now, you know.”

“Well, that’s true,” I sighed. “Let’s ask the librarian. But we’ve got to hurry.”

When Jenna heard she was old enough for a card of her own, she looked as if she had just won Barbie’s dream house. While I gave the librarian the necessary information, patrons smiled as she impatiently hopped up and down, Jenna skipped down the aisles picking out books. In honor of the momentous occasion, we decided to take out 20 books instead of the usual 10. While perusing the shelves, the librarian came over and handed Jenna her new card and a bright green sticker that said, “I got my library card today.”

Jenna scrutinized the card for what seemed like hours. “There’s my name,” she said matter-of-factly.  Then she pulled the backing off the sticker and placed it proudly on the front of her t-shirt.

Once at the check-out counter, she carefully slid her card out of its brown paper envelope and ceremoniously placed it on the counter. The librarian congratulated her and Jenna looked like she had just been awarded lifetime membership into the Barbie fan club. On the way home, I told Jenna how it was important it was to keep her card in a special place. “When I was little I kept mine in my jewelry box.”

“It’s just so cool, mom,” Jenna said still in awe. “You don’t need money, just a card.”

We went home and ate lunch. An idea was brewing, yet I resisted it. I had work to do.  But it finally bubbled to the surface of my heart. “How about if after lunch we get a blanket and lay it out under the tree in the backyard and read some of your library books?” By the way Jenna swallowed the rest of her PBJ in one gulp, I could tell she liked the idea. Together we pulled out a blanket and spread it under the trees lining our lot line. Then we settled down with a pile of books. Jenna insisted on using her card to swipe the front of each book, in librarian fashion, before she let me begin reading. We first read about a teen tiny ghost who is haunted by his cousin Brad. Jenna couldn’t help but see the connection between bratty Brad and the practical jokes her own brother often played on her. Then onto a book where the title alone had Jenna in stitches.   Beware of Boys, from there we learned about a girl of Jewish faith who never had a Christmas tree.  But Jenna thought the eight gifts for each candle in the menorah sounded okay too. We read about a mom’s good night game with her daughter which always began with the question “Who do you love?” And Jenna said quietly, “I love you, mom.”

Last, was a book about Paris.  The mom in the book is describing the city to her daughter: “The city at night was like magic with the trees whispering and the river reflecting the lights and the moon in the sky.”

And our ordinary day became a magic day with the trees whispering, and the sun reflecting the light in Jenna’s eyes as she swiped her card across the page. That night, the magic was still alive as Jenna carried her card to her own room.  She held it up for me to see and said, “Mom, remember?” Then she opened the lid on her Barbie Jewelry box and placed it gently inside.

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Article originally published in Chicagoland Daily Herald and other newspapers in the column titled, Slightly Off.

It’s my sister’s fault.  She brings her filthy little habit into my home and the next thing you know, I’m desperate to know what a caspian feeder is! She lured me into her sick game with the skill of a deadly dealer. Sitting at my kitchen table with her paraphernalia in full view, right there in front of me and my innocent children, she asked, “So, what’s a word for mocking playfully?”

“Teasing,” I tossed off without a backward glance.

“That’s it!” she cried. Then she had the nerve to ask a second question.  “What’s another word for hurl?”

“Uh, throw, fling,” I guessed.

“FLING!  You’re right again,” she said in amazement. “You’re so smart.”

I took the bait. I sidled over to her seat and casually glanced over her shoulder. “Type of duck, that starts with L? That’s gotta be lame, dontcha think?” I asked.

“You’re a genius!” she gushed and reeled me right in.

The next thing I knew, I was hunched over the table, and rocking my head between my hands in a desperate attempt to shake some marbles lose. “What gratifies vanity? What kind of trees quake? What’s a Milanese monetary unit? Someone help me!”

Before my sister forced her compulsion for crossword puzzles onto my tiny brain, I was content with my own stupidity.  I hated crossword puzzles, because I decided if being able to complete one was a sign of intelligence, then, I was obviously an idiot. Yet, I’ll admit, every once in a while, in one of those rare “I feel intelligent moments,” I’d pull out the daily puzzle and convince myself that I was capable of completing it. Confidently, I’d scan the clues, swiftly write in two or three answers and then stop, look, think.  Think, look. Look, think. Think, look, pull hair out, curse, crumble, rip puzzle into itty bitty pieces and then to assure myself that I was plenty smart enough, I’d offer to help out my daughter with her ABC’s.

I could’ve lived my entire life in a haze of ignorant bliss, never knowing that an aril was a seed coating, or that there was such a place as the Inner Hebrides Island.  But now that my sister comes over and fills in half puzzles and then heartlessly walks out, leaving the unfinished drug right on my table, I’m constantly confronted by my mental ineptitude.

I thought a suffering ennui was a sick bird, and after checking my dictionary, I discover it means boredom.  Do you think that helped me fill in the puzzle? NO!!  And you’d think the clue, “One of the Astaires” would leave four spaces for Fred, right?  WRONG!  And a “wide separation” is not only a gape, but also a gulf! And they both have four letters.

Things were unraveling at home. I hadn’t cooked in weeks, the lid on the laundry basket hit the ceiling, I was ignoring the kids – wait a minute, I do those things every week. Then one day it happened. After hours of hair pulling, I realized that “twenty cents?” was not a pair of dimes, but a PARADIGMS! I did it! I had finished the entire puzzle. It was like reaching nirvana. I sang, I danced, I giggled like a school girl – a super smart school girl, of course.

Naturally, the healthy thing to do, would be to stop and never do another puzzle again, right? Walk away while I still have a few marbles left. And that’s exactly what I intend to do. Yup. Right after one you tell me what a caspian feeder is, I’m quitting. Cold turkey. By the way, what’s another name for cold turkey? Leftovers maybe?

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